A Challenging Start for a 20 Year Old.... Monsters Master?

Wuish. Siapa yang 20 year old sangat tuh?! Kecoh nampaknya baru masuk Club 20 dah konon-konon mempunyai masalah besar. Hikhik.

Tidak, tidak. Sempena tahun 2011, permulaannya agak mencabar dan berliku di awal. I believe there's always a reason behind every situation. Sadness, pain and happiness that you've been through will always be part of life. Held your head up high, move on to a new, fresh, better-version chapter of self-authorized story, and be proud.

Growing is huge. And hard. A bundle of mistakes made which form the biggest part of the process. Hurting others and to be hurt. Being coated by mean acts and behavior. Changes by changes. Improvised and improving. Accepting and giving back. And at some point, sometimes, there's part of life that makes you feel completely worn-out by typical, cliche dramas.

The biggest lesson here is, open wide your eyes and learn to accept everyone. Yes it's normal for you to feel worn out but hey, to keep winning, don't ever stop spreading your positive vibes and attitude. A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort.

I still can't believe this. I mean, this so-called growing up process. Another door to the real world is opened for me. Reality feels closer.

For days, weeks and months, I keep imagining myself lying on the vast green field with blue sky and cotton-like clouds, with my eyes shut effortlessly unlike usual, while the sun gently shine on my face, likkle smile on the mouth with the head do the talk like "Hey, you see, hows it feel to breath? Be nice to others all the time, but sometimes, do give yourself some space wouldja?"

I will. Now, bring me such field and sky and clouds and sun, lemme lie on it. You'll see how good I'll become.